Deeper Still

Sometimes I truly don't know what to say (which you know is rare) when I slow down long enough to realize I am a mother and Parker is my baby boy.
How do you describe the love you feel for someone you've known 8 short weeks, prayed for many years, and dreamed of your whole life? How do you know what to say about a life that is made from you and the person you love the most in the world? How can words tell of the first moment he smiles at you and recognizes your voice from across the room? What can be said about a God big enough to give Life it's meaning...and share it with you? Sometimes, I wish I could put words to what I feel and experience as a mom, but I guess those times I need to just be still.